Has it really been 11 years since I last looked into your beautiful brown eyes? No matter what people say, time is not a healer.
You've missed so many things that have happened in my life since your passing - good & bad, happy & sad, but the thing that you're missing out on the most is seeing your first and only grandchild growing up and loving every inch of her being.
A daughter never appreciates her own mother until she becomes a mother herself - I apologise for being that angry, insensitive, moody young person you came to know - that wasn't really me at all. I know that it's far too late to make amends now. I only wish we could have been friends - I desperately need your counsel, wisdom, and love.
I miss you more than words mum.
I’m not sure what to say, but your post brought tears to my eyes – hope you’re ok x
ReplyDelete(oh and by the way, I looooove banana bread!! Try making it with chocolate chips instead of the sultanas next time, it’s lush! And it will surely put a smile on your face if you need it :-) )
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx oh sweetheart xxxxxxxxxx
ReplyDeleteThanks for your thoughts ladies - I didn't mean for my post to upset anyone in anyway. My blog was just an outlet for some of my thoughts and feelings yesterday.
ReplyDeletePetit Filoux - I will definitely try my Banana Bread with chocolate chips next time. I've also heard of people making it with Raspberries.